I Need To Stop Living In The Past!

I think this is my first real thought blog but here it goes! Well Mat posted just about the same idea Im trying to get at but anyways here we go!

Most of you probally know there was the Disciple Now weekend this past weekend. And it seems like every time I got to an event like that or something with my family or watever , I always get in a depressed stage or something!

I mean I dont get all , well you know , like the commericals about depression and stuff. Its just a stage I guess! But here .... lets remove the depressed word to a SAD word.

So yeah , Im sad right now! But its just a stage Ive figured out! Like the time me and my couzin Brent , went to , well thats another story , so lets just skip that! But its like everytime I do something fun that meant alot to me , I start to get in this stage!

And then about like the second day after that event , I seem to have flashbacks on what ev hapened! Like playing football with everyone , then orshipping Friday Night , then meeting at Mr. Brasfields house which is where I stayed , Then going to the nursing home (Or what I say , "Old Folks Home") and singing there , then talking with John about the conflict that was going on between Richard and Faith , then going to Winter Jam.

This all just currently sticks in my mind! And probally by Wendsday , I will probally forget all that happened! And then if there another event or something that was real fun , Ill probally get to this stage again and then Ill have to turn a new page!

Well I guess I just needed this to express myself , and let out what I was thinking , which I guess is what blogs are supposed to do!

Well I hope this didnt bore you to much!

Thanks For Readin!

(Oh and theres a song by Skillet called "Say Goodbye" , that I was listening to , which made me want to write this post. Thought I might tell you that!)